Hey, I'm Matt but you can called me Mja. I'm 14 and have been bullied since the start of my education but has gotten worse as time goes on. I was first bullied in 2nd grade and was shoved into walls by older kids. I'm now a freshman in HS but my 8th grade year was the worse. I was called names due to my weight(Fat Matt, Fat stuff, etc.) and man did that hurt my confidence in myself to the point where I went to ask a girl out and couldn't pull myself to it. Now I'm headed into HS and I'll have new faces to see that on first look at me will make fun of me since I weigh over 240. I wish they would just stop but no, no they persist. I spend most my time on my computer due to it being my life and a source of income. Most of the time I try to ignore them but can't. My latest issue was the mental breakdowns I get, luckily I have amazing friends that look out for me. I'm grateful for my mom threatening to send me away if I hurt myself but I've come close. I try to help anyone I see that gets bullied since I know what they go through and their pain. I hope you read my small story because it's only the start of it. And if you did read it I want to thank you for showing care in me :)