When I was kid, I was so happy. I was never mad or angry. But in 4th grade I met my best friend. We never fought. But that ended about in 6th grade. While everyone was changing.She changed a lot. While I was still my 6th grade self wearing hoodies and putting my hair in pony tails, she would curl hers and wear dresses. But that didn't bother me. The thing that bothered me was she said she new a guy that liked me. She would say he talks about me all the time. That was a lie. She even said it was. I still hung out with her until she told her mom I did something bad..and I got in trouble for that. I didn't talk to her for 3 months.(we sat next to each other on the bus) but I forgave her in the end. 7th grade. I don't know if I have a sign saying to hate me but. I was so unloved. I met another friend. We stood by each other for most of the school year. Until she told someone I called them a whore. I got kicked off the bus for that. The worst part of all. when I started to ignore her she told everyone I called her a whore. And in the end..I forgave her. I have this curse to forgive people when they have hurt me so much. Is it a curse or is it a gift worth using in my life?