it all started at 9 i wasn't even thinking about how i looked or anything i just knew that i was in school, with my friends. i have high gums(as in teeth) and it looks like i don't have any so for many years I've been called names. it still happens im 15 and its been 6 years. last year i almost commit suicide because i met a guy that made me completely fall in love. yeah, love, right? so he took me out one day and as we walked he told me we have to break up. a normal person would have freaked and asked why but i smiled and ask why... he made up this complete lie about his parents.meanwhile i was being stupid telling him my secrects because couple's are also suppose to be best friends so when we broke up i cried i have my moments where i just wanted to be alone but after about 3 days i saw him with a girl who just laughed at me. no words. just laughs. everywhere one by one everyone came and humiliated me. i ran i cried so hard. everyday i went to school and everyone laughed at me for tings that probably weren't true. i started to cut myself i spelled perfection on my right arm and on my left i spelled loneliness until i just wanted to be forgotten and i took some of my grandma's heart pills i took half the bottle and i woke up in the hospital my mom crying at the end of my bed and we moved there i met new friends and i met my now boyfriend i do have trust issues but im getting over it and now i have 1 year and 4 months with him and im better i am taking therapy bullying effected me so much that i just wanted to die it impossible to not find a bully somewhere because there everywhere but the thing is don't let it get to you because what if my brother who found me in my room wouldn't have been there? where would i be ? i thank God for my life and the fact that i have a new life and as hard as it was i have forgiven my bullies and so should you.