I Broke

Ever since 5th grade I have been hanging out with students I shouldn't be hanging out with. They have a lot of how shall I put this in a nice way um they had a lot of social problems and were bullies. I hungout with them until 7th grade everything changed I was texting one girl and she started saying that she was going to come kill me and that I was a slut that I slept with her boyfriend I have never met her boyfriend before. And that went on for maybe 3 months. I asked her to stop and then I started shrugging it off I remember crying because she turned all of my friends against me. By saying that I was spreading rumors about her and her friends which I never did. My mom was reading threw my phone and found out the next day she talked to the principal I stayed out that day when he talked to her the sad part the principal didn't do a dang thing he basically shrugged it off. I had no friends the rest of the year. we could decide where we wanted to sit in class and the tables where put up so 4 students could sit at one table so I sat down along with the other girls in the group and it had to be 2 girls and 2 guys the teacher say this and said one of us had to move I said I wouldn't move to see who was still my friend. they both moved the teacher didn't say anything he just went to right back to class I fought tears the whole hour I felt so embarrassed and just like my life wasn't worth it. I told my mom right after school and cried. she called the teacher right away he said he should have done something so he made a seating chart the bad thing one of the girls was sitting next to me we didn't talk at all I never talked to anyone the rest of my 7th grade year. I made a friend in 8th grade then she started saying I was trying to take her friends away that was about 2 months ago she stopped talking to me as well as the whole school except teachers. I left that school because I felt so alone I switched to online schooling and have told my old school that I refuse to go back unless this issue is resolved. I only have 2 friends one goes to my school I see her sometimes. and my bff she is in a charty school and I don't see her much maybe once a month. I have just started self harming im so depressed and alone my parents don't know.

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