As a child I was awesome great to be around had tons of friends but as I got older and bigger I became shy and very to myself. In the 6 grade I was 160 pounds extremely over weight and people starting making comments about it. I was friends with the boys just because they saw me as one of them. The name calling started to surface with me and it started to effect me more and more. Girls just didn't talk bout my weight i was also picked on for always having a running nose. I actually got feed up and demanded and bagged my mom to let me get surgery. I blamed most of It on it was getting harder to beath but it was mainly because I was tired of the consent bulling I got. When I hit the 8th grade I started playing sports I lost tons of weight. I became popular because my parents had money and now I had the body to match. When I hit high school I was noticed a lot for my body and being athletic and bring on the principals list. I have to be honest I started to become the bully. Thinking I was better and wanted others feel the pain i went through. I didn't quit understand what could result from bulling. My wake up call was when I read bout about my best friend in 6grade committed suicide after being bullied everyday. He never became popular after like I did he had to deal with the consent bullying for years. When I talked to his parents they read me his suicide note and it explained his pain. And how he didn't want to be in pain anymore. I thought to myself how can I become one of those people how could I become a monster. I wanted to share my story because A lot of times the people who are bullied usually become the people who bully. And I want everyone to know it is not okay at no means !