when I started middle school I knew a lot of people many didn't like me and I don't know why? I always thought it was because I wasn't in style or because I wasn't like the others,i wasn't as cool as them. it really hurt me they use to push me around I use to do there homework because I thought that they would like me if I did there homework but I was wrong it just made them more mean! all they did was call me monkey,unibrow girl, weirdo, freak,and soo much more they would also push me to the ground and kik me or at lunch they would throw food at me and pore the milk at me I would always be humiliated, one time at the bus on my way home I was sitting next to my bestfriend and there was a group of girl were they grabbed a lizard and they put it down my shirt I was crying I started having a panic attack no one did anything to help me all they did was laugh or just stare I never understood why people wanted to do all of these horrible things to me. another time walking home from the bus stop these too boys came from behind me and grabbed me by the force and took my bookbag and put it in dog poo and then they poored everything out of my bookbag and ruined my books and when they were done they pushed me to the floor. I didn't cry infront of them but wheni was sure I was alone I cried like there was no tomorrow when I got home I told my parents and they told me that they were going to talk to the principle the next day but as always the school board doesn't do anything the bullying would go on they would throw fire crackers at me when they knew I would get really scared. one day I locked myself in my bathroom and grabbed a needle and started cutting myself I thought it was my only way out of all the hurt. I still wish that people wouldn't see me like a freak I just want friends and its all I ask for -Stephanie R