the bullying for me started in the  fourth grade ware i was pushed for fighting and to do drugs and i was down be cause i didn't. when  my mom died in 2009 from cancer it only got worse people started calling me'' baby boy, pussy, and bitchy, etc'' it hurt. It hurt bad but i keepped my head up and went through the 4th and 5th grade like that  when i got in the 7th grade people started hitting me and this time i was in a different school.  as a boy i have always had a problem  with people hitting me i still do but i know how to control my fist and just look  away smiling. i'm in  the 9th grade now and i'm emo and i still get picked on when my seen the movie Bully i cried because i know what those kids have gone through  and  i know its  hard  i know how it  feels to want to die.