Do you ever feel like an outcast or a peice of dirt that gets kicked around like no tomorrow. well i am an out cast and a victum of server bullying, doesnt matter what it is people in my school will always find  something to bully me about, wether it be weigh, sexuality, the people i chill with or where i live. sexuality is the main though, sorry i forgot i live in sydney australia aaaand my name is kaitlyn. anyway back to what i was saying i self harm and i have attempted suicide 5 times in the past 3 years, i have 2 friends in total and my dad is the only one who loves me for me. i dont understand why people bully, do they get some sort of sensation out of it, or do they like making people's lives a living hell well some times you just cant put up with it anymore and you do what ive done, made a suicide date, for this year and once again over 1000 student will kill themselves because of bullying but there is one thing ill get out of leaving this world, making those suffer who made me suffer