Hello, my name is Lauren, I'm nearly 21. All through primary school and highschool I was bullied, I remember being told to "go kill myself", my brother conning home and yelling at me that he hates me because the kids at school were picking in him because his sister "is so dumb" I was constantly told I was overweight and I was ugly. It all took its toll. As I grew up I had no respect for myself, I started to self mutilate and drink and at 15 I was dating older men. I wanted to make him happy and feel loved. Before long my life was spiraling out of control til the day I took my life, so thought.. But I survived, after months in a psychiatric hospital and years if changing my ways I'm finally happy. But I just want to make a change! IF I WASN'T BULLIED.. my life would have been very different.