I was once bullied online. One of my friends accounts got hacked by another person. The person had started to call me names. I argued back ( bad idea. ) I said "What is your problem?" Because then i didn't know it was a hacker. We began arguing more and more. Then someone else decided to join in.... except for the other person. At one point I felt alone and decided to say " Can you stop! I have like no friends right now!" They argued back saying "Oh. I wonder WHY you don't have any friends." I then took a screenshot of the conversation, posted it, and got tons of love back. I started feeling a LOT better and I realized I did have LOTS of good friends there to help me! Then the person said another thing. This one was even worse then the last thing they said. I ended up posting that one too. I forget exactly what they said. One thing they said was calling me an "attention seeker." I got so much love and comments back but i still felt pretty horrible! Later on i realized the person got hacked. When my friend got her account back she apologized and told me about the hacker and everything! We are still great friends and i became friends with the other person that joined in. Everyone apologized except the hacker.. I have never heard back from that person. Nor do i know who it was. This comes up often making me want to cry but then i think about all the love i got and now i feel like i have a great place in this world! The night this happened it made me feel sad and worthless and i felt like curling up and read to die.
However that same night.. I was in such a bad mood! I ended up getting in a HUGE FIGHT with my best friend since kindergarten. I ended up telling her all the things I was mad at her about and being honest. But little did i know that night that i was bullying also. This made me feel powerful, but at the same time i wish i hadn't of said any of those things. This also made me feel good because I was letting all my feelings out but yet I wish I hadn't of let it out on my bff. I also felt like I could have been nicer when saying it and more gentle because I didn't mean to let alllll my feelings out. I began crying A LOT after the incident. The other person must have felt mad, and like crap. If I could put myself in that persons shoes, I would not FEEL GOOD AT ALL!!!!!
SO LESSON LEARNED, IF YOUR BULLIED DON'T END UP TURNING AROUND AND BEING THE BULLY!!!!!! I END UP TELLING MYSELF THIS ALL THE TIME, AND YOU SHOULD TO. PLZ COMMENT DOWN BELOW AND TELL ME ANY TIMES YOU HAVE BEEN BULLIED AND THEN TURNED AROUND AND STARTED BULLYING.
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