I am an adult now. I had residual self-loathing and hatred towards myself for many years. The anger associated with bullying was overwhelming. I was messed up for many many years. But I finally got past it. Now I have my own youtube channel, Dara2012ct, and Bullyinghurts2012 on Facebook. I make videos trying to encourage kids who have been hurt like me.
Here is the first video I made: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_1u9hPVMGU
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