Growing up I faced being a victim of abuse by my own family. You know "blood relation" That of which was suppose to be there when everything seemed to go dim. I had to deal with it... Physically And Mentally pained I had no choice, but to block it, and act as if it was normal. To be called a "FUCK UP" To top it off I would walk to school being called a Fucking Faggot by people driving by. Horns honking sometimes stuff was thrown at me, but I just let it go. Because after all I was the smallest kid in School. I could go into detail about all the negative rash acts, but that would be a book within itself. Everyday was like Groundhog Day. The same kids throwing me against the wall, punching me in the stomach. I thought to get up, push them back, what but what good would that do. I could see it now. Teacher sees student act out violently Mother, father gets called. Student gets the hell beat out of him. Yeah I would rather not, and say we did. 17 years I had been curled in a shell to scared to stick up for myself. I am sure you can relate Sitting in the Lunch room looking around seeing everyone so happy with their different clicks. As for me I was the one that sat alone wondering if I was an alien a ghost, or a mistake. The thought of suicide crossed my mind, but a little voice deep inside would say "Your going to be an Inspiration" Now how can someone like me possible be able to inspire others. If I ever dare speak I would be told to "shut up!" " Your annoying!" Now you have to understand something my vocal chords were very High pitched, but that did not bother me none. Because I found that Choir found it quite useful. Being the only boy that could sing at the highest range. singing became my true best friend I was 12/13 don't remember exactly, but I started to really get into music. I did not really care about anything other then hearing music in my head. It was like an addiction but I had no idea where to take this addiction. To scared to say a word to anyone other then to the supreme being I would listen to all sorts of music. Everything you name it. What ever made me feel good I listened to it. Especially rap! It gave me an adrinelin rush like you would not believe. I did not feel I had a meaning to live until I came across music. Being a small town Kid conservatively brought up going to Catholic school. Any chance that I got I would take the spot light. Even if I would get yelled at or hit for it I did not care. Because I knew that no bully could ever take me away from my Addiction. Being 17 I dropped out of school to meet my Biological father that was very worth it for many reasons. I found where my talent came from. My whole perspective in life changed, and I started to hone in on my gift. It was time to step out of the shell. Follow my dreams, and that I did. When I felt I learned enough from my father I went back to the town where I grew up at. As I have learned on my own no one can fully control you, but rather hinder your perspective, confidence, and dreams. Now being 28 I am still making up For the time as a youth. Everything that I have chose has made me more into a better man. I now teach the youth that the only reason that gets in the way of what you truly desire is your past I am a Professional Songwriter living in Los Angeles California. I write very powerful music, and it goes to show that if you strive for success you to will be successful. My biggest regret is that I wish I knew what I know now. At the same time I am honored to truly be what that voice told me that I would be, and so much more. If you truly want to know more about me, and see the truth of proof then Join me on this journey. Another creative Movement to help others learn how to turn ones dream into a reality. It's not just about who you know, It's about being able to have what the scout is looking for, and help them at the same time. Don't be afraid to take a risk. Don't be afraid of the talent that has been given to you. Embrace your story, and let it help you to be on the right track to becoming a success. If you are still wondering what it is. I know what it's like to feel that way. Perhaps new friends, old friends, and fans My musical message will plant a seed of curiosity. If you have loved this long wondering if there is a better way to live I can assure you that there is. I have been homeless in Los Angeles, Miami, NewYork, and many other places. If I can do this know that you can to. No mater how tough life might seem know that it's only going to bring you more challenges. That way you can develop wisdom so that you to can teach, and Mentor others to continue the truth to youth. I don't know what you are going through, but know that I bleed just like you. Pain is not what kills us Giving up is what kills us. I want to say that If you truly are tired of living and feel your a ghost give me a chance to let my wisdom my music to teach you the tool on how to make it through. I want to personally thank each one of you that has taken the time to read my story. If your Bullied, Abused Take it and use it to motivate you to what you truly desire. Well I believe you understand where I stand in the topic of this situation. Follow me on Instagram Tyler_V_Orion Add me on Facebook if you have not already. www.facebook.com/tylervorion1 You can kik me @ Tylervoriin1 Here is my music that I believe you will connect to. www.youtube.com/tylervorion1 "Let us unite as one as we together one individual at a time inspire positive change through out the world." ~ Tyler V Orion ~