the rape that hasn't ended

It started in high school no matter how I dressed I was a slut skank ... it led to fights with other girls at my school and hugs only wanted to date me to see if they could prove the rumors.my third yr of high school it came down to me not being allowed to go to one side of the campus because of these few girls at the continuation school were daily harassing me one day during the summer before they put a plan together and one of them step father was a convicted rapist so they set a trap for me asked if we could make up and try to put this behind us told her I was busy she asked me to come by her o place we lived next door in a trailer park at the time so I waited over by her trailer and her step dad pulled me inside told me those couple girls said I'd give it up so when I tried to leave he raped me .these girls thought this was funny o I want allowed by our county to press charges or even get a restraining order to"protect me“ it continued through school to where my parents moved me three hrs north where because off going to therapy I was going to fail school do to absences so I had to start going to school on Saturday the first class I was assaulted by for Flour native Americans (I live on a reservation) cops told me owe well your a new white girl in this town get used to it. I ended up having to drop outta school the end of my junior year I ended up getting married to someone who needs Knew those girls from my pound town and later found out he has had relationships with them after yrs of sexual and emotional abuse by this man I left him and ended up in a even worse relationship but the ex had ideas of his own so while he was sexually abusing our children he blames the new relationship and takes my kids from me by filling a restraining order on me not the man he claimed abused the children by this point I had moved back to my hometown where all this started I went to get a restraining order and move out order for the man my ex claimed abused my children and I got denied three Times in that county but all the while my ex is saying I won't get rid of him so he ends up w duke custody of our Teri children on my first visit with them they tell me daddy's abusing them I try to tell the courts but no one listens cps got involved and all the things were said unprovable so he got custody back and as the judge was giving him the kids she told me I know you were raped and never dealt with the problems before getting involved with this man so quit blaming hum for your post rape trauma thus nab is a wonderful veteran.for three and a half yrs the courts have told me that I'm too blame when my kids are being abused in his care now my son who is 6 now is a predator with his sisters both my youngest who lives full time with me and my 8 yr old who lives in the same home with him .the advocates for the children have either from the beginning made it clear that they don't believe me or my family or the children or when the therapists were subpoenaed didn't show even tho the kids had spilled their guts to them I wish my bullying could stop and someone just one person believe my children

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