one day i couldn't take it anymore. i just snapped and cried. people at school would come up to me slam the locker as i was getting my things. girls would say hows the cutting coming or when you gonna die so we can through a party. i would cry everyday at school as i pushed to fit in. i would come home and act tough for my family, but inside it felt like every bit of my heart was broken. i have friends five main ones. i thought i needed more thought i needed to fit in. i was tired of all the labels goth emo slut lesbian. i finally decided that all i needed was to be myself and if people couldnt except me for me well the would just have to deal with it! i told myself i wouldnt let other kids stupidity and hurtful words break me. i embraced the fact that i would never fit in. now i realize i dont need to. i have my friends who make me smile and im not afraid to be different to be goth im only afraid for those kids who cant stop hurting others. im afraid they wont ever realize hurting others wont help them with their problems. i dont wish that they ever get bullied or feel the way i do. i only wish and hope that they realize there's better things out there than hurting others! and i hope everybody who gets bullied shouldnt be afraid to be the person they are.