I have been bullied since the day I started kindergarten. My parents gave me up to my aunt and uncle cause they couldnt take care of me themselves. They were drug addicts and alcoholics. The kids at school found out this information and called me the crack baby and made me feel terrible every day of my life for that. I am also bisexual. I lost so many friends due to it. They would write faggot on my locker and push me and tell me gays shouldn't exist. It got so bad i started to self harm. People have also made a hate page of me on instagram. People would do so many things to me and make me feel worthless and like I was alone. I also come from a homophobic community. Which makes it hard for me to go out in public. Me also liking metal music so they would call me emo and fag stupid ugly too gay to live. I am also bigger then the other kids and would call me fat. That made me very depressed and self conscious. I cant post pictures wear short sleves or anything. I cant help but cry myself to sleep at night and think why why am I still here but im here because im trying to make the change of life where people arent bullied and who accept themselves and are ok with who they are because they should be. Thats my goal to make a change. Thats why im here. To change this terrible thing we call our world. I am now speaking on day of pink to tell the kids at my school on what they put me through and make sure they dont do it to anyone else in the future. I am also doing things in my school to raise awareness against lgbt bullys and regular bullies.