Hey guys im Alexandra but my friends call me Alex. Im 14 gonna be 15 in April. I thought i was through with this drama once i hit ninth grade but it continued on and gotten worse. Lets start from the beginning in sixth grade, I was called worthless a skinny whore, ugly and u get the point. Well at first I was scared to tell anybody of it cause the bullies constantly threatened to beat me up till i was black and blue and in seventh grade it got a little better but i was still getting called names but they were a lot worse then sixth grade. In eighth grade i wasnt bullied until the second semester and i started cutting myself. Now im in ninth grade and everything was going great until this day. On April 14, which is my birthday, I got this text message saying "HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH WAIT ITS NOT HAPPY CAUSE UR STILL ALIVE!" I felt like a loser on my birthday I barely have friends and the friends i do get usually leave the next day or so. I just cant handle it anymore. I constantly think suicide is the answer.