who would have thought the girl who always smled broke down and cried in the middle of the night scared about what would happen the next day.It started at the begging of 6th grade when she was called ugly,whale,loser,or told to die. Once she ran to the bathroom and cried. Another time she cried again and her so called "friends" told to stop being a baby and that it was just a joke but to her it wasnt a joke. It was serious to her cause it hurt her maybe not physicaly but meantly. A couple times she missed school. Her "friend" made a hate page about her. Everytime she got bullied everyone would LAUGH. she said stop but they wouldnt so she decided that she would laugh with them and fake a smile and pretend everything was alright. But in reality it wasnt. She would hold up so much feelings inside that it would become too much that she would cut her wrist. Then this month kids in her class would joke about suicide,self harm,shooting,and the worst thing they said was that they deserve to die because they are selfish. So she almosted tried it she found a knife and starred at it then she put it down. She sighed and said "its not my time to go" She went to her room and listened to her idol: Demi Lovato. everyone says that she is their role model to but she has a reason the othes idolis her because she can sing. The next day she wrote this telling part of her story. funny thing actually that girl is me. hai im desi and i am me.just stop the laughing