Still Struggling

I have been bullied for about 8 years now. When I was 6 I got made fun of because my teeth were crooked. The kids would say I'm ugly and fat. And pretty soon I believed it. Now I'm 14 about to turn 15 and I still haven't found any relief from their words. When I was 13, it was the first time I actually inflicted self-harm on myself. Ever since then it just got worse. I told my bestfriend about it and pretty soon the whole school knew. Now I don't really have friends, I just have people who I rarely talk to now. And now the whole school tells me I'm "Emo", I should go kill myself, go cut, etc.. I have attempted suicide 4 times just last February. I still cut myself. I can still hear their piercing words going through my head. I starve myself so I can be skinny. I want it to stop, and I just feel if I satisfy them, then they'll leave me alone. I tell the pincipals about it but they never do anything about it. I found stickynotes covering my locker saying rude things about me, kids drop my stuff, push me into lockers, and one girl shoved me into the mirror and told me to cut myself with that. But I don't plan to give up anytime soon anymore. I will find a way to end all of this. Hopefully.

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