I'm in 7th grade. I have alot of "close friends" but some of them don't know the real me. I was bullied in the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, & 5th grade by some of my so called "best friends" they would talk about me behind my back and tell people stuff that wasn't true. One of the girls even spilt water on my private spot on my pants to make it look like i had peed on myself. I guess the just didn't understand that my brother had just hung himself when i was seven. So i was still getting out of the depression phase of that. In 6th grade & 7th grade everything started coming back, Sarah one of the girls that had used to bullied me, came back and started doing the same things with one of my "best friends". She basically just pulled me and her apart. In 7th grade (the grade i am currently in) i started cutting. I started feeling depressed and worthless. Earlier in the year this girl had called me a whore. And it made me feel like crap. I started crying and freaking out. By 2nd exploritory the whole school knew about it. I started cutting then and it continued on. About 2 months ago, these girls in the chorus class started talking about me staring at me, and basically taking everyone away from me that they could. I continued cutting and being depressed then i found out that they're was people exactly like me. Me & my friends just made a page on facebook about a c weeks ago, and that exact night i found out that i wasn't the only one. Everyone that would join the page would post their story. So i decided to post mine. I said everything that i thought that needed to be said; Everything was the truth. I am still currently cutting my arms, but some of my friends know now. This one girl that claims to be my "best friend" calls me an attention whore behind my back. It keeps getting worse & worse. I wish i could say i know it gets better. But for me.. i don't think it will..
Somtimes people just need to understand.
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