Growing up was Hell everyday of my life I was being bullied weather it was physically or emotionally. I'm now 20 Years old in the Military and I am still being bullied every day of my life. I've been called so many names and people look at me like im worthless. They call me FAG, HOMO, QUEER, and so many more awful things. Kids at school would treat me so bad to the point i had to see counselors. People thought if they hung out with me I'd turn them gay. I'm afraid everyday for my life and I'm a soldier and yet im scared one day i'll be jumped or hurt really badly. Its bad enough that when i try to speak i stutter and cant pronounce words or spell. Everything that I do I feel People will just look at me and call me stupid they make fun of me for it even friends who I thought were close make fun even though I told them I dont think its funny that I stutter or cant spell. Im afraid to go to college because of the fact that I'm dyslexic and I feel stupid. what people dont also realise that even as an adult you can still be picked on and tormented. I just want to be able to go out of my house with out having to look over my shoulder and feel like I can do things without getting dirty looks but i guess no matter what you do or who you are people will always talk and bully!