Since about the beginning of the school year, I've been bullied along with my best guy friend. He was called gay, me a lesbian, and that we were only so called dating each other because we were homosexual. The rumors were so awful and all untrue. I felt so alone. I thought it couldn't get any worse, but then the rumors spread online. People said that we slept together and that I was pregnant. There were notes written for me on my locker calling me a slut. My whole school was in on it. I thought about suicide 7 times and thought of 15 different ways to do it. 

This just stopped in about the end of January. Since then, I've faced major depression. I have to meet with a therapist now. I think I considered suicide once more. I feel like I can't trust anyone and I feel as if the only people who would understand me, are those I've never met (such as my role models).