The bullying began in 5th grade. These sisters would hold my hands behind my back, and throw basketballs at me. Their brother choked me. Soon after, we ended moving to Washington, because this is where my family is. In 6th grade, I was weird... people made fun of me. Called me fat, weird, stupid etc. In junior high  7-9 people constantly making fun of me. Calling me fat, worthless, ugly, disgusting, stupid, telling me to kill myself. So I tried to. I failed my attempt. It's left me with a perminent scar on my left wrist. I began self-harming at age 11, and have continued to the age I'm at now (14, almost 15). If I wasn't bullied, I think I would deal with things a lot better than I do now. I was sexually assaulted in 2012. It got out, around the school. People taunted me for it, constantly asking me about it. It haunted me for months. People still ask me about it. I'm very worried about going into high school, because I know it's just going to get worse. I'm too scared to be myself. During lunch, I mostly just sit in the bathroom stalls on my phone the hole time. I don't eat. I just don't want to face anyone that I don't have to.