Ever since i was a kid i was bullied. I had a hard time fitting in . It didn't just bad until about the end of 5th grade when my mum got me tested for a learning disability it came out positive but it was a"UNKNOW LEARNING DISABILITY"  i had told 1 person who was my"friend" only because my school would pull me out of class and she was curious so i told her. The next day she told everyone. Then people began picking on me calling me names,telling me im ugly, just making me feel alone. then came middle school (one of the kids who went to elementary school went to MY middle school.) So he started spreading rumors about me they got to the guidance counselor. One day she pulled me out of class and she told me these things he was saying and asked me if I knew I said yes she asked me why didn't i tell someone I realized I didn't have an answer she told me if someones bothering you come to me and i left. As i walking down the hallway back to class i realized she was right and i should have told someone I mean this kid was only pain and agony so i promised my self that i would tell next time (i didn't tell.) The next day she pulled me out of class and told me i was going to start counselling . I said ok and left. A couple of weeks later I got into a real bad fight this girl in my class threw a pencil she did it intentionally so i pick it up she got up and got in my face and said give me my stuff. I said can you back up (this went on for about 30 sec.) Then she slapped me I was shock then i got up a she back up to a wall I punch her in the face and thew a text book at her it took a lot of people to hold me back. We where both taken to the dean office and told her what happened. We BOTH got off and she changed math classes. A couple of months later about the end of the first marking period i made to friends one is a boy name george (who is my best friend today) and a girl name savannah she is crippled i help her out a lot. Kids would pick on us a lot they would call her cyborg. me and george we would just talk. Later on at the end of the year I had another fight with a girl who was in my science class she was 16 IN middle school i lost then i got jump my her and her friends later then next day. By this point i didn't want to live but i kept going. 7th grade was great. In 8th grade i move to flordia I hated it but I figured i could start over. I got to school and it was horrible. I was pick on a lot they called me goldfish and a whole crap load of names it started when this kid asked me out i said no nicely. Then he started spreading rumors about me how i did thing with him showed him my body all kinds of stuff i didn't really talk to a lot of people i did hang out with a couple of girl but only one of them stood by me. Then spring came around so did a dance he gave someone on my bus a note to give to me it was a comic. It stated all the names they called me and it said if i showed up to the dance they would beat me up and rape me. I gave the note to that girl and she gave it to my mum. My Mum contacted the school. He was suspended for a week .(By the way we were living with my aunt at the time who has two sons) the oldest is 16 the youngest is 7. The oldest would beat me up i would have knots on my head. He did the same to me my little cousin (his little brother) and my little sister (who is 10) he wouldnt do it that bad to them or as often to them