My story begins in the 4th grade. I have been called so many names because I am 10-15 pounds over weight, I have acne, and I tend to be angry and depressed all the time. I don't like when people have to be rude for them to feel better about themselves. I don't think anybody has the right to do it. If they are bullying they need more help than the people that get bullied. All of the bullying has escalated this year. I am a freshman in highschool. I have been called so many names like whore, hoe, slut, etc. I can't be one if I am a virgin and engaged. I don't know how to deal with the bullies. I have recently had my dad go to prison. Ever since 6th grade I have been cutting. I have frequent suicidal thoughts. I feel like if I was gone I wouldn't have to go through so much pain. I have recently made a promise to my fiance that I will not cut but it is so hard not to. It is my way of controling my own pain.