I'm a girl in 2nd year High School. I am misunderstood and bullied. There are rumors about me. Bad rumors. I was being called a bitch, a slut, any bad term you could use. It hurt. That was last year. Before 2nd year started, I promised to change, to be anti social except for my friends who still stick by me. People remind about the rumors and everything bad and hurtful that has happened to me. They laugh at me. i can't help but get angry or depressed, but my anger turns into tears. I hate myself. I want to die. I don't want to be tormented. Some people treat me badly especially the 3rd and 4th years. They are popular and they think little of me. I wish High School would just end.. But I know it won't and I have been thinking if it would be better if I just end my own life.