i guess i learned at a very teenage age that what people do to you shows that they either care or dont. ever since elementry school ive been that chick with the brains and the only time people chose to talk to me was when they didnt do their homework. of course year later i moved down to ga and i became the new chick everyone wants to be friends with. but the only difference was i changed who i was. i had to change who i am to be someone im not. i dated a popular guy and of course became popular. then dumped him and still remained popular. but then one day i said a really smart answer in science. no one else knew the answer so i said it. everyone was shocked and they ditched me cuz apperently i was too smart. al my "friends" that i supposily had were gone in a second and i became lower class. all my grades went up and i became me again. the nerdy chick with the brains. but i made frineds a couple of months later with people who cared about me and didnt want me to change and now i guess lifes better. i still get hate but i know i have people who care about me and they protect me enough to make sure nothing happens to me