When I was a little girl of 6 years old I was bullied by my own cousin... Yeah I know it doesn't sound right at all, but she was older than me by about 2-3 years and I really didn't know what to do. But when I started to get bullied at my elementary school too I started to feel really lonely. Until I met a girl who was bullied herself too but our friendship didn't last long she soon moved. And I soon moved too and went off to middle school where not many things changed, I continued to get bullied and I soon wanted to just find a way to get out of everything that was going but trying to commit suicide wasn't the answer and I knew that. At the age of 14 I lost my best friend that I've had sense forever, and once that happened I was known later on as that quite girl I rarely talked to anyone because I was always judged and never seemed to be liked by many also because no one really seemed to know what it was that I felt exactly. But once I got involve in my schools program I started to gain friends and soon I was okay. But now as a high school junior it's been only me, my books, and my phone. Not many people talk to me and lately the little friends I had turned on me because I got better options at a four year university instead of a two year community college. But now that've found at least a handful of friends that accept me for who I am I've found myself to be much happier. But whenever I look back I see myself feeling some way that can't be described... You can't describe this feeling you could only know what it is by feeling it yourself as well. But now one day I'd like to be that person that helps out others that go through something similar to what I went through. And one day I will be that person that helps others.