I don't think I'm good enough

Ok I've been bullied from preschool to my current grade, 6. Ok so people think I'm a nerd because I listen to classical music and rock. Classical because I play the flute. Rock is, um, I just like it! I watch nerdy movies and tv shows like doctor who (my fav tv show), Jurassic park, star wars, etc. I know a lot about fish and animals because, I grew up with 6-10 snakes, 4 geckos, 20 fish, 3cats, and 5 hermit crabs. 4 grade was hard because the cat I had my entire life that always cheered me up died of stomach cancer. I miss her soooooooooo much and i went to school crying and people thought I was a cry baby. I had a ton of homework, only 3 friends, and spark missing to cheer me up. I thought I wasn't good enough for me, my family, or anyone. I actually thought off suicide.... But now those thoughts are gone. I'm over weight by 40 pounds and I'm trying my best working out and I am actually losing weight! I'm running everyday, stretching to get more flexible, and instead of fries, I eat fruit! I'm still overweight though.... I want to be like one of my friends, she eats pizza like every week, and never gains a pound! She doesn't work out, I'm super jelly! When we have a test on animals and sea creatures all of the sudden people be come my "best buds" and say things like, "hey friend, want to hang out sometime?" Or "I'm going to watch a movie and after that I'm going to the mall, wanna come?" I HATE PEOPLE WHEN THEY DO THAT!!!!!!!! Stupid, idiotic, mean little, GOLD DIGGERS! And once I help, they get an A of course because I when to Catalina Jr. Sea camp 4 years in a row! We learn about fish, what they do, snorkel, etc. then after they ace the test their like, "eww get away from me!" An I'm like, "but I thought we were 'best buds'?" And their like, " yeah right! Like I would ever. Hang out with you, you loser!" And I was crushed! my other friends didn't bother standing up for me...... That hurt right here ❤ I was 💔 I felt like a flaming bag of dog💩! 😿😟😭I am scarred for life! But I want to stand up for those who gebullied so join me to end this feud or war or whatever you call it! ALL NERDS, UNITE!!!!!!!!!

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