Feeling left out and alone.

   Well i am going to start off by saying i was born in Santa Anna, CA and i was born on June 28, 1992 and i really dont remeber california and that can be a good thing an can also be a bad thing.. than we ended up moving to pocatello and i think its changed our life and how are family is...  I have made a lot of new friends  and i also had made friends that i thought were my friends but they really were not.. but i guess its life and we move on.. School has not been very good for me i have struggled all through high school and tenth grade year was the worse but we dont need to talk about it... but i have also learned that i need to pick my friends better and pick  the friends that will be there for you  when you  need them.. i just wanted to say i think i have good firends right now and you know who you are and i really apprecaite it.. i think that people need to take the chance to get to know someone before they judge them cause they can hear everything about them but they really wont know until they actually meetthat person  and thats what happens to me all the time and it makes me mad cuase i am a really good person and i can end up being one of your best friends cause i would always be there for you when u need someone to talk to or needed help.. hey people need to be happy for there parents casue people  say all the time oh i hate my parents and they call them swear words and all this but they might not show it but it really hurts them and you dont know it until they are gone and that they are not there for you anymore... so spend all the time you can with your parents and dont miss the chance cause they care about us... life motto dont let anyone stop you from what your doing in life cause its your life and  you can do whatever you put your mind to.. anything else just let me know... i have been through a lot and i have helped my friends and have been through a lot with them ccause everyone needs someone to have by there side... I would like to say i am so greatful for my family and friend support i dont know what i would do with out them and they are the ones that keep me going and i have gotten accepted to college and hoping i can do my dream job and be a cop and i am really protective or my friends and family and i dont like when they are upset so dont mess with them.. I have been through a lot but its life and there are bumps in the road but i will always have friends that will be by my side when i need them.. please let me know what you think.. If you have any questions or comments please feel free to tell me.    Well i was n't accepted into college but no worries i can still become a police officer..I have been enjoying life so far stillbut there was a couple times where i was upset and did not care about life anymore.. But than i think of my friends and family and i think well if i did something stupid than my friends and family would be really upset.. I have made some really cool new friends and i have been helping my friends out. Idk if i have already said this but i had surgey casue i had two hernias and i am still paying off the medical debt than its hard to get a job..but thats all for now.. My life wasnt as bad as many people. but i was also the one that everyone picked on at school that would be in a bad mood, i would always skip class and come home balling and my parents would worry about me a lot. the school thought i made it up and they wouldnt trust me. They let everything fly and they dont want to do anything about it. I still get teased and life is really hard for me. i still dont have many friends i am usually always at home most of the time.I am still afraid to go into public alone. it caused me anixety, depression and mental and physical damage. i never knew anyone cared and it took me 20 years to finally believe it. 

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