I grew up constantly being called names and shunned by many people just because I am FAT and mature fast. My childhood is mostly dull. I have been contantly be abused, people spreading rumours and back-stabbed so many times and I tried to keep it in so many times, I ended up exploding in the worst of times, which made matters most. Knowing my weakness they kept pushing me around, however I never fight back... Because I realised, fighting back violently, I won't be any different from them. Over time I come to realise, no matter how many times I get extremely depressed over these stupid things, I somehow always get back on my feet. Also I come to the conclusion that bullies are being unintelligent and cowardly. They do these out of frustration or their way of relieving stress. What I did to prevent my miserable life from continuing as it is? Well for a start I went on to talk to good listeners. Its ok to cry; it shows that you are human unlike the fakes out there. Next, I just shrug the bullies off and not reacting to them got them bored and after awhile they just stop. Years later, even though my emotional scars are permanent, I still think back about the past and laugh it off. No matter how hard life is for me, with a little patience and endurance, everything willbe ok in the end.