I started High school last year and i wasn't to nervous about it. I made friends in volleyball and i had almost every class with them. I thought it was gonna be a good year and then things turned around. It started when i met my boyfriend, Brandon, he asked me out and i said yes. After about a week i broke up with him because i didn't want to be in a relationship and he was way to clingy. After a week he found himself another girl named Angie, i was happy for him but he would always be mad at me and not talk to me. After a few months went by i date a guy named Aaron and i found out he had a girlfriend while dating me so that ended shortly. Then after months after that i started to become friends with Brandon more. We would talk everyday and night and then we would start saying i love you. He said he loved me and how much i was amazing and important in his life. Then he broke up with his girlfriend and asked me out, i said yes. That was a mistake because it caused drama with Angie. Her friends would always call me stuff and say they were gonna beat me up and blah blah. After awhile i just apologized to her even though i did nothing wrong but i was tired of the drama. Now me and Angie are good friends i guess. Well Brandon didn't like that and would get mad. I dated Brandon for 3 months and then i broke up with him because i felt like he was pressuring me to do things and was very clingy. He was so mad at me and upset he said he was gonna kill himself if i broke up with him. I went to the school counselor and had her talk to him. He said he just said that because he didn't want to lose me, i found that so stupid so i yelled at him. After a week of fighting someone hacked into my facebook and instagram and posted a picture of me in my bra and changed my passwords. I knew who it was because Brandon was the only one with that picture. I got called names at school and the guys would look at me. I would cry every night because i didn't know what to do. I couldn't tell my parents because they would yell at me and they always yell at me. After the hacking thing happened i started to cut myself and it got worse and worse. After awhile i told one of my best friends Artesia and she helped me through it. I missed a week of school because of everything that happened. When i came back Brandon would yell at me more and accuse me of sleeping and cheating on him with Jacob (the guy i like and Angie's other ex) i told him thats a lie. He still didn't believe me, so i cut more. After awhile i tried to fix things with Brandon and apologized and the only way to make the hacking and pictures to go away was to date him again. So i was stuck dating a bully and i was kept away from Jacob, the guy i like more. I still talk to Jacob and Brandon doesn't know but i still have trouble with everything. I stopped cutting for awhile but im still fighting with Brandon sometimes..........