I'm 19 years old i was bulled for 13 years by almost every single person in my life. I don't have any friends an i don't trust anyone. I remember going to school an being called moron, idiot, and cyclops (because of my one good eye) then I go home just to be bulled more by my family. I don't try to make any friends to me a friend is just someone you give a knife so they can stab you in the back. I remember in 6th grade three kids want me to play football with them, but really they just made me fall on my face in front of the of everyone even the teacher. I learned that day even teachers can just be bullies. I remember another time in 10th grade were a kid grabbed my homework an took it from my hands when i tried to get it back the teacher said these words "Stand up an go to the corner if you want to bother someone bother the trash can." If someone tries to be my friend i just ignore them, because I just think of everyone that said they be my friend just so they can knock me down. This is what bulling has done to me the only reason I haven't kill myself is because my fear of the unknown, and death is an unknown.