Hi. I'm Nicole . I'm 16 years old and had many issues with being bullied . I thought hey it happened to everyone until it started getting to me . See life wasn't easy growing up my parents split and I was molested by my dads best friend so I was already pretty messed up. I had a normal childhood until middle school. Sixth grade was when I was molested but besides that everyone was my friend and I could ignore the little comments thinking it was a joke . By seventh grade it wasn't as good . I had lost a lot of friends but I don't remember rink bullied but then again some times I block things out . Eight fade it got bad . I started to date this kid that was younger than me and his brother was in my grade . That's when everyone started to pick on me they would say I was dirty and I had aids. One day I snapped we had been to the principle and they didn't do anything I yelled at this kid for calling me a dirtball and I got in trouble instead of the other kid . At school I would sit in the bathrooms and cry . By high school freshman year it almost felt like 6th grade again I really wasn't even noticed but then I blocked people out . My depression kicked in . Freshman year I began to cut myself all over my body and I started smoking and drinking . By freshman year I had a new boyfriend but he was abusive . He'd punch me and pick on me calling me his whore . I lost my V-card to that boy . I thought I loved him . I spent 13 months with him before I left . Then it started again people would say I was a whore and pregnant and fat . I started to believe them so my mom took my to a therapist and psychologist . They put me on anti depressants and after holding in what happened to me in sixth grade I told my mom. My mom said she saw me release even though I was crying I didn't look angry anymore . I still get bullied but I stopped listening . I want to make a change . And if anyone . I mean anyone needs a friend . Ill be there