It all starts when I was going into middle school, I wasn't the buff type like those meat head bullies the big guys. I was that small fat kid with moobs and a giant tummy. I didn't have many friends at first in fact I didn't know anyone ! There is this kid he was thin slightly muscular and mean as hell. They insulted me 'boobs' and the teachers didn't even care. Every single day I would get pushed around and insulted, soon the pain got really numb but it still hurts , who doesn't feel it.

Then salvation came, my salvation was working out I lost quite a huge % of body fat and now I am muscular . The bullies they became my friends but I never bully. So in life sometimes it doesn't go on forever.To those of you whom think about suicide why not try to change your self and watch the world around you change.