Okay, do you know that girl, that everyone loves in class and wants to be friends with her? She bullied me. My entire life. She has been the one to bully me. What about that boy that everyone loves as well. He bullied me with her. They teamed up. Making my life miserable. No body did anything. Everyone in my class, avoided me. I was sat at the back, next to the window for 8 years. No one spoke to me until the 4th grade. Yeah, that long. 

It was a girl, at first she was my friend, she was new. Until everyone told her that I was a freak and stuff, she stopped talking to me and started avoiding me. She then started picking on me. 

Once, it was lunch break. I was walking to my usual spot. It was my 9th birthday, I begged my parents to let me stay home. They ignored me. I got a little visit. My bullies and there groups walked over to me. I was scared, scared for my life. I started to run until one tackled me. They kicked me over and over again. I passed out because one hit my head. I woke up in the nurses office, beside my sister. At least she didn't shut me out. I was the one who never talked. I was sent home early with a busted lip, a black eye, bruised arms and a twist ankle. Worst birthday ever. Seriously, worst. 

When I got home my mom punished me. She took away everything, I mean everything. My iPad, sketch book, laptop, iPod everything! It was hell without music! I was crashing down without it. I don't even know why she punished me. What did I do? Be a mistake of a daughter? Be a mistake on everything? Be a disgrace? What just tell me! Since then I've hated my entire family, except my sister and cousins. They cared a little. They stood up for me, when they saw me crying because my mom was punishing me and hitting me. 

I cried my entire life. I'm surprised I still have tears. I just wanted to know: why? Was it because I'm different? Bipolar? Schizophrenic? Bookworm? Music Addict? Not like my family? Mute? I just want the answer. 

Yes, I am schizophrenic, it's been like that my entire life. But there's a slight chance that I don't have it. But I'm always having trouble focusing, acting younger than my age and stuff. So yeah. I'm Bipolar been that since I was 6. Since I started thinking about suicide. 

My life is hell. I've been through hell and back. 

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