In 5th grade i was really tomboyish. I thought that maybe boys would like me more. But, they didn't. So this year I'm pretty girly. Boys compliment me, but i feel weird. Sometimes it feels like harassment. There is one boy who always slaps my butt, he is pervertive, and not really that nice. I decided to do something about it. I told my mom, she called the school. He stopped, i was happy. Then some girls started to bully me about who i was dating because he was a different race! I was so mad, i mean it is so wrong! The only people who supported me was my closest friends. Everyone else left my side. People would ask " so i hear u like niggas" i cry because i really like him, he treats me right and respects me. I feel bad about myself a lot when i get called ugly, fat, stupid, and a dumbass. when i get called these names i just feel like dying, but I've finally tried to let go of those thoughts. But some still stick in my brain, just hanging by a thread. But they never say or do anything. Some days i wish they would do something,sometimes i wish they break off the threas and just leave my head.