The Summer of 2012 I was raped by my bestfriend. Everybody made fun of me and called me liar. My mom turned against me and gave me to the state because she thought I was descusting. People laughed at me around town saying my mom didn't want me. When I got out of Foster Care, My entire family was forced to sign a contract that they wouldn't speak of me being raped unless I brung it up and they could only be supportive.. It hurt me a lot that they had to sign a contract to not bully me about it.. That isn't what a family should have to do.. That isn't what a Mother should do..It got a little better until my Mother was sent to Prison for 13 years in september.. People told me that my mom hated me so bad that she had to commit a crime and go to jail to be able to get away from me. It was really hard. And then in December A lot of older guys said I had slept with them when I didn't. All my friends called me terrible names and despised me for it. Kids then started to say I was Trained. I would walk around school and everybody would look at me and yell chu chu. It was very hard to walk around school. I dyed my hair black from pink so I wouldn't stand out anymore. That didn't help anything. On December 16th my Dad beat me up. I left home and had no where to go. I went to my friend Christian's house. People started to say I was sleeping with him. I wasn't. I started to cut. And eventually it got really bad. Every night. It got to the point where I hated myself. Almost as if I believed all the words people were saying to me even though I knew I never did any of the things people had said. I tried to commit suicide three times that Month.. Now I am covered with scars on both arms from the back of the elbow down to the bottom of my wrists. People still look at me like I'm a psycho because of it. My three Bestfriends started to post weekly videos about me. Saying terrible things about me.. It went home with me.. Not only all my friends were gone. But, so was my family.. They believed everything people were saying about me. And it killed me. I didn't want to go on with my life.. Travis Lee Middleton suddenly popped into my life and saved me. He didn't care what people said or thought about me. he didn't care about my reputation.. He loves me for me.. And he honestly saved my life(:
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