It started right when i was 9. Everyday i would go to school scared what might happen. I would get teased for my appearance all the time constantly. I would go home everyday crying my family knew what was happening but never did anything about it because they thought it was kid stuff but really i took it by heart. By years when on it got worse. I was cyber bullied to the point i didn't want to go online. Fat Jokes,Names,Pictures its was horrible. My Parents never knew this They always thought i was happy Jillian but no i was hiding the real way i was feeling. Finally i broke, I stared to self harm when i was 13 i felt like i only had that to comfort me. I really didn't have true friends that i could talk to because i was too afraid to tell them how i really felt.I just didn't feel safe. I starved myself, Became Bulimic. I was always compared to my skinny sister.... my family has always looked down on me because of my weight Ive always been the FAT UGLY SISTER. That teared me apart! No one know how i feel because I'm alway happy and cheerful to hide my insecurity. I hate everything about my body Ive always hated it! i got to the point i wanted to DIE! it was night but i was afraid so i went online to see a boy band called "The Wanted" i listened to Ill Be Your Strength and they saved my life. I still get bullied to this day and i still have my moments where i cry myself to sleep and I've stopped self harm though :) Ive saved many lives by saving and helping them through committing and Ive made my own anti-bullying project called HopeFaithNOH8
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