victim for nine years

i have been bullied for so long. it got to the point i was used to it and i cried. i did not know what to do. sometimes i cry myself to sleep. i have had 10 different bullies in my life. i had only one bullier who actually apologized.  i could tell that the person was really sorry. the person had the look of, what did i do.   in the past few years i have also gained friends.

     i hate when i have to fake a smile or pretend to be happy. but for the most part i am way happier than i was before. i love the quote:" don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what i have, and cried as many tears as me, until then , back off, because you have no idea" 

i don't know why i feel like i am always the target. but i do know one thing for sure, i have a lot of good friends. i also know that in pre-school  and kindergarten was not really bullying, it was just kids being mean. so really i have only been bullied for seven years. i know that i am happier than i was before. i also know that things could be worse.

i want to let anybody who is getting bullied or feel like nobody likes them, that there is always at least one person who accepts you for who you are. that person is God.

"Don't be afraid. Just stand where you are and watch, and you will see the wonderful way the Lord will rescue you today." Exodus 14:13

in Christ we find: purpose for the pain ,strength for the struggle ,faith for the fight (Brandon Blaire)



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