I can remember back to the beginning of my 5th grade year. It was after an amazing summer knowing that I'd go back to seeing my slight group of friends, but what I never really expected was the words. I am a creative kid, someone who loves different music than everyone else with very different interests. I wasn't a "popular" kid. There were days when i was called gay and was treated like trash by the others. The year ended and at my graduation kids left saying words under there breath about me, even there parents said I was the strange kid, that i would be alone and how my parents could have ever raised a kid like me. Things only got worse going through middle school, I tried my hand at trying to fit in with the others to get rid of the name calling but instead they continued with it, they got me in trouble for things i didn't do. I look back and see that those kids would be great in acting, faking that I hit them, that i called them names, they teased me. It got to the point in 7th grade where one kid reached the point where he beat the back of my skull in with his fist. I never spoke up. and I regretted that I didn't. He ended up suspended and when he came back, he made my life hell. I got to the point of cutting and think of suicide. The only reason I am here to tell you my story is because of my friends I have. One night i held a knife to my throat and i was going to end it all, till my friend ran in and saved me from it. He made me go to my parents and guidance about it, it made me better. Most of it all has stopped, I am now a junior in high school and the slight words they say dont hurt me anymore because i know that I could never be brought to that point again. I will spend the rest of my life doing anything to stop others from getting to that point. I want to be an unseen angel...