well when I was in the second grade I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. I was different around other kids. I always had to carry hot Cheetos and mints around me or I would have a huge panic attack. people started realizing I was different and started to pick on me. they called me a freak. a loner. that weird girl with the hot Cheetos and mints. now I am a freshman in high school and the bullying stopped but I still have all these anxiety problems. I was cyber bullied and verbally bullied. my ex bestfriend always said I had my fingers in my mouth and discusting. some people would tell me they hoped I would be that old creepy lady with cats. everyone knew hey could take advantage of me because I wouldn't stand up for myself. my depression got worse day by day. it got to the point where I just wanted to end it all. I switched to independent study 3 times for anxiety and bullying. that made me just really fall apart. I told my parents I wanted to die and started cutting myself. I tried to start smoking. I just wanted it all to end. the school just let these bullies win. after a few months of therapy and medication I finally decided to go back to school and show them that they may have broke me but in the long run I am stronger then I was before. I was still hurting on the inside but I started to act happy and they started to little by little leave me alone. I know its hard to stand up to bullies but things can turn around. karma will get them back in the long run we may no see it but itll happen. if you are thinking of suicide please don't do it. that will just let them win. we need to show them wrong and that we are worh it!! our life is worth living! if you need advice or someone to talk to im here. I will listen to you and help you the best I can. just kik me @Adrianna_monique . believe in yourself. just STAND FOR THE SILENT <3
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