Every day for me feels like a war, all people do is just tear me down and make me feel worthless, i have lived through this pretty much my whole life, no matter what i do i get bullied, i get judged for the people i sit with, i get judged for the clothes i wear, i get judged for the TV shows i watch, but the thing that really makes me cry is when people make up rumours and lie about me, it always gets spread around the whole school, people i don’t even know hate me for no reason at all, i feel like i have no friends, like i can’t trust anyone, and even the people i though i could trust just use me and spread it around. Even though i’m in grade 10 and nearly finished school, it doesn’t matter what i do, or what i think someone is talking about me and never in a nice way. people always tell to hold my head high and not to take it so bad and to that it will get better in the end, but i no it never will, and lots of times i have hurt myself because of it, people act nice to my face then behind my back they just are such judgemental people, and i am so sick of it. Everything that has to do with social media there is stuff written everywhere about me, and i’m just so tired of it, i just want it to stop, but i know it never will. i never cry in public but when i’m alone i will just break down and cry, people just can’t accept the fact that what they are doing to me is wrong, they are basically wrecking my life. i just want it to stop for ever, i have tried to move schools but mum won’t let me, i have tried telling her what’s going on but nothing ends up happening, i just want to be somewhere were i get accepted because i am so over everything, i just want it to stop !! But in no it won’t. To me every day is just hell, I hate getting up for school, and I hate the fact that every time I walk in the school people look at me funny then they look at each other and laugh, even when I walk past “THE POPULAR GROUP” **eye roll** they look at me funny and talk amongst themselves then laugh then look at me. Even in classes I have with them they are always talking about me, i’m just so tired of it, I wish they would wake up and realise what they are doing to me.
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