I feel worthless, dumb, useless, like im just a pain. I do self harm and think about suicide every day. It has been about a week since i have self harmed. i know that seems like a little period of time but its a lot for me. i would like to thank my friend Jim he stands up to my "friends" and is always there for me. Hopefully i will be able to fully recover from self harming. Wish me luck. :)