It all started when i was born. My cousins hated me they couldn't stand me. They actually wanted to throw me out of the car window.. Well i got older and my aunt started in she called me fat Al.That hurt me even though i was a kid. My cousins made fun of me every day. Every time i saw them they would point and laugh while calling me names. I started school it was great no one made fun of me till 5th grade came along. That's when guys started caring about looks and i was heavy set so of course i was going to be the one who got made fun of. One thing no one knew until sixth grade was that i had diabetes. So i got diagnosed on September the 11, 2011. I was big all my life until god told me it was time for change. I kept losing weight and when 7th grade came along i lost 75 pounds in one summer. But still in seventh grade people said awful thing about me. They would say i make myself throw up, or she is starving her self or taking diet pills. The people who said these awful things were the one who i thought were my friends. Obviously not. I got noticed that year but in a good way i got a boyfriend but he really didn't care about me i dated him 5 times and then i took a stand but every time he broke up with me it was because of the "new girl." well i had to move on. So i did but this time my heart was crushed. This year i was in 8th grade well i still was talked awful about people told me to go kill myself or i was useless, worthless, no one cared about me. That is what hurt me the most. Their words hurt me and are still attached to me. I have thought about somethings i shouldn't. But what i am getting at is that no matter how much they thought their words didn't they did. Today i feel like i have depression, and i am all alone. I hate waking up in the morning and look at my self in the mirror because i have been told that i am ugly so many times i am believing it myself.People especially kids and teens don't realize how much one thing can hurt someone. so lets all take a stand no just for ourselves but the broken, the hurt, the unspoken. I HAVE TAKEN A STAND AGAINST BULLIES! I am the girl no one knew till she changed!
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