have been bullied for around 6 years. I started at a new school and I didn't know anyone But I was happy cause know one would pick on me. I was so pretty people said. So about 1 month after school I was talking to a guy named L and in math class one day during a test we looked at each other and he held up a peice of paper asking me out I said yes. But we had to break up. And people started calling me a slut. After that guys thought I was a slut and guys started to touch me in a wrong way and then got sexually harassed. So people called me a slut even more I got another boyfriend about 4months after (jordan) people started calling me a whore,slut because I dated 2 guys. people would push me to the ground and shove me into lockers even my best friend.i got beat up by my best friend. (I was being sexually assaulted at this time) So around Christmas time on Instagram someone made a hate page calling me fat,ugly,whore,bitch. I was sad. And started to cutting. It helped I guess. It was christmas break and 3 other hate pages like that came on. An then I cut more. my parents found out and I stopped for a little while. Cuz I didn't talk to anyone. But when Christmas break was over I went back to school. And then everyone was nice. But 3 weeks after I got a note In my locker telling me to go die. And calling me a whore. One of the guys said I did things for him when I didn't, thing I would never imagine doing. I would walk down the hall and people would cough whore or slut. I would be told to die by people I was once friends with. I started cutting again. And the bulling got worse the week before spring break I got in a fight with one of my friends and they told me to go die and I was a slut and know one liked me. So that night I got a lot of hate and I was home alone. I went down to the med cabinet and grabbed a lot of bottles of pills. And went to my room and took them. I sat on my bed for a couple of hours after 30mins I regretted it and was feeling sick and dizzy and I passed out......(wasn't the first time I tried to kill myself) but when my dad came to wake me up the next morning I woke up. And went to school and I was feeling so sick and my best friend J asked what was wrong. I told her what I did and told her to keep it a secret and she couldn't cuz I was falling over in pain. She told the councilor and I was called into the office and they asked what I did last night and told them. And my mom came and got me and said I never had to go back to that school again. I went home. My parents told my family. I saw how much the cared my brother cried. I didn't go to school for 3 weeks. then i went to a new school and everything was great! everyone loved me. i met this guy name Max. he was so sweet i started crushing on him the min. i met him. but everyone crushed on me. i was told so many times that i am pretty. i made so many friends and after a month it got bad i got into the wrong crowd....but i was happyish. max dated my best friend there, but he was crushing on me at the same time. they broke up and everyone blamed me and know one knew why they broke up. so i was getting sad again. but then max got another girlfriend named liz. she was a bad bad girl. liz and i were friends quite close. she took a dirty picture on my phone so when she was mean to me i posted it on instagram and she got mad so i deleted it. once they broke up, she walked up to us and saw us huge and got pissed and walked away and then in the middle of the day close to the end she came up to me in the hall and everyone gathered around and she called me a f***ing bitch and then i said at least i did take a picture of .... but then i saw someone recording it so i started to walk away and she ran at me and jumped me. i got up i could have hit her but i just walked away. she got kicked out but people got mad at me for not hitting back. i was made fun of for it, so i started cutting again. but then Max saw my arm and made me stop. but people would bully me. since liz got kicked out her friend beth came up to me in gym and pushed me against the wall and hit me and pulled my gauge out (I had gauges but they weren't big, I took them out) it hurt then i got in trouble for no reason. people called me a whore and a slut and that i was a man stealer. that i was a pussy and worse..... max and i started to date we lasted around 7 months and it was good. he and i broke up cause he cheated on me...so he broke my heart. We dated over the summer and the beginning of the new school year. I left his school to go to a different school so he and I didn't see each other much. I like my new school better then my old one, I am on the cheer team now, I have a lot of friends I still get picked on a little. I love mu school and and I don't cut p.s more happened just didn't say But for all those who are getting bullied I promise things do get better!
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