im 15 years old from Bellingham Washington. My story started the summer after 8th grade. I was on a downhill slope caused my family situation. I had gotten in to drugs and stealing. Got arrested during my 8th grade year which made many people be quick to judge who I was. That summer I was taken in my low spot and lost my virginity to a older guy who told me to fuck off after. My self confidence went to a all time low. Feeling used and he told all his high school friends. People started to abuse me online. Calling me a slut and a whore. None of which I even knew. I soon became homeless with my mom so the stress was crazy dealing with my mom who was falling apart, my two year old sister, and the consent pain people put me though. It missed the 1st days of high school due to kidney infection I got from the stress. When I finally said start I missed more school due to panic attacks I would have during school. I couldn't take to consent dirty looks and name calling when I was just trying to fit in. I spent most of the 1st half of the year crying in the office and sleeping my days away at home. I would take excessive amounts meds to make myself sleep the world away. My mom and her friend didn't like what they were seeing had a talk with me. It ended in screaming and tears. Later that night I tried to kill myself. But I got scared and told my mom I had tried to OD. We went to the ER and was in and out of the physic ward for the next couple weeks I was finally imputed into a mental hospital 6 hours away from home. I like it say it was the worst ten days of my life. But I wouldn't be here without there help. I left there with a clearer mind. Things werent close to great but they gave me help. And I was able to face my bully's and get things off my chest
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