Scattered thoughts... First place

I'm actually not one of the ones who is currently bullied. I'm actually not liked by alot of people and you could say I used to be an outsider and tried too hard to be friends with the same girls who would make fun of and talk about me. I was young and what they said got to me. I had extremely low self esteem and did some things I regret because of it. But I never cut, or attempted suicide or anything like that. I'm not judging you if you have because obviously someone wasn't there for you when you needed it. My uncle actually took his own life when I was young. I understand the feeling of wondering who he would be today. that was like my second dad. He was so energetic and always seemed to be fine behind that alcohol driven smile. I just wish someone wasn't scared of hearing "mind your business" from him and just talked to him and let him have someone who would be there when he needed them and was feeling so completely alone and down. This person for me became my brother. I eventually got very close to with my older brother as I got older and realized how important that relationship was to keep. He helped me realize what people say doesn't matter if they're not doing anything to profit You. I you just blow that stuff off which is thankfully easier for me than most others. this helped me grow up and realize what is really important like having true friends, I only have two by tha way, so it doesn't matter how many friends you have, it matters only about their loyalty. When I feel down and out I just pray. Because if you want something done, YOU need to do it... If you can't, there's only ONE person guarenteed to have the right answer so I leave it to him. It might seem like he let you down in your life but think about the many times thou broke his rules and he welcomed you back with open arms. We live In a world going bad but the good is not gone, I promise there is many good souls still out there... ūüėĆ

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