I was a regular kid when I was in Kindergarden I had been in this school called Chestnut Grove. I was in the same school all the way up to 5th grade. The bullying started at my 3 grade year, his name was Israel. He'd push me around and call me names. It only got worse in the 4th grade a group of girls that used to be my best friends they stopped talking to me for no reason, I finally was extremely depressed. I got made fun of for not wearing the same clothes or being perfect, I even got made fun of for my depression. I was finally 11 years old in 5th grade. It only got even worse I had no friends what so ever. I only had 3 fake friends. I had it when my old guy friend turned against me and called me a whore. I broke and fell into a deeper depression, I tried getting help but no one did a thing. I then resorted to something I didn't even believe myself doing. I changed from a normal innocent girl to a freak basically. I began to resort to self harming. I cut myself for a whole school year. I finally went to a therapist and she didn't help either. I finally stopped cutting and took me a while to recover. I met this guy Dylan and he only made my life worse, after I met him I cut myself more and more. School and Dylan pushed so much pressure on me not mentioning my mom just getting a divorce, I finally took almost a handful of pills and tried to commit suicide, but I never did have the courage to take them. My mom finally moved me my middle school year. I started fresh 6th grade at Cotaco middle school. I made many friends unlocked my inner beauty got in a little bits of trouble, but at least I got saved. To all of the others that have experienced my story and killed theirselves I give you all my love, and my word your story will be told and heard. My story has been told now, I'm better and I have scars to laugh at because I was silly over stupid people that didn't realize I was a good person, or didnt realize what true beauty was. Thank you for reading my story it means a lot truly a lot. ღ ∞
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