Well my story is not huge and dramatic but what little bullying that I did experience hurry me a lot. I have never been popular but the popular girls never really were mean to me but you know they would stare and sometimes laugh at me and my clothes. I really started to get upset about this in 4th grade it wasn't bad but it me feel horrible. 5th grade was about the same. 6th grade I had an amazing year I almost always felt comfortable with myself I just felt like I was on top of the world. but then in 7th grade that all ended. In the beginning I was scared I didn't want to go into jr high I just was so upset about it and I didn't know what to do. So the first week it was okay everyone was kind of shy and just stayed in their group of friends and it was cool. But soon after that you could tell this was jr high not middle school anymore. The boys were all being stupid and saying sexual things that made me very uncomfortable and this was like how it was until about Christmas time. that's when I started experiencing the actual face to face bullying the boys would call me fat and ugly mostly the boys did this but some girls I didn't know who to tell but one day I worked up enough courage to tell the recess teacher she said whatever its mo big deal and brushed it off I tried about 4 times to tell on bully's like I was always told to do but nobody ever did anything so I gave up and I mean literally gave up I would cry myself to sleep I teas always thinking about cutting and suicide I hated going to school what made it worse was this is when twerking the wop belly shirts all that crap became the thing and that made me feel even fatter and more ugly I went from having a sleepover almost every weekend to none at all I wouldn't talk to anyone just keep to myself and if I didn't have music to calm me down I would have commuted suicide for sure then this summer I went to a church camp and it seemed like suicide cutting depression all that came up a lot and I heard so many people tell their stories and it made me feel so much better then I re commited by life to The Lord and I feel like I'm on top of the world again and I can't wait to go back to school with my friends and have an amazing year where I stand up to bullies and share Gods word.
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