My name is Melody, and im 15 years old. I've been bullied since 6th grade for being lesbian and fat. On the first say of school in 6th grade i had no friends, I was alone when i ate lunch. I sat in the corner of the cafeteria. I was being bullied and being called names constantly after about 2 months of being called names. I started to cut. And no one in my dads side of the family knew i was lesbian. During dinner time or while we had family time they would eventually come up with that subject and mention how disturbing gross and how much of a SIN it was to be lesbian. After that year i moved in with my mother. I decided to come out of the closet with her. She accepted me. But once i started school here. It was like another living hell. I had ONE best friend she was bi. And everyday while we were walking down the hall people would called us names.. And once i hit my locker there were notes stuck to is that had the words faggot stupid whore ect. By the time i got to high the next year i had made a lot of friends. But when these girls had tried to jump me i dropped out because i was scared. I came back the next semester things were going good till my best man committed suicide. Everyone was just MAD at the world for bulling and then people kept at it with me even tho everyone said they were against it. I got called thunder thighs. And till this day i still am. Ive tried to end my life 2 times now i dont have any friends. Except my boyfriend.. All i need is someone to be there for me.